rilo mate, thats really sad to hear bro, you dont know how much, but its these harshest times of suffering which can bring out the inner strength and resolve needed to get through this world. whenever you have doubts now, especially if its related to your ability to keep ur gaming under control for whatever reason, or just anytime you seek inner resolve, you can think of her and she will give you that strength dude. just like tommo47 said, turn anguish into inspiration. then when you DO succeed, it's the proudest feeling ever.
22/07/2008
you cannot kill what you did not create